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this chapter was a piece of art
no, but Kamiki DID understand Ai very well in essence. I get why Ai described him as the first person she's ever wanted to love?? He just got ONE thing off and I don't even think that's entirely his fault either. It cost him everything though.
#oshi no ko#oshi no ko spoilers#hikaai#kamiai#he can be wrong about a lot of things but I felt really sorry for this guy just accepting that he's never been loved as a fact#it could be painful but honestly#I think the fact that Ai DID love him alot could be his salvation too? Despite the fact that he learned it too late#doodle#spoilers#hikaru kamiki#ai hoshino
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one of the things that continues to strike me on reread is how much the character of Darcy, and Austen through him, finds Mr. Bennet dead. And how much Elizabeth, in growing and changing and discarding her past blindness, has to move past her way of seeing her father and thus of seeing reality, because the two are connected! Darcy’s letter exposes her father’s flaws to Elizabeth in a way she’d never been able to see before. Most especially the way his laziness and neglect of his own gifts have hurt his family and that ultimately he doesn’t. care. Not enough to change. It literally says that she comes home from Hunsford and tries to laugh at her sisters’ and mother’s folly (the way she used to; the way her father has taught her to by example for her whole life) and she can’t anymore! It sticks in her throat. She is grieved by the failures that she sees in him, all the more so because she IS his favorite and she loves him! And the thing about Mr. Bennet is he never changes. The Lydia/wickham situation exposes to him sharply his own conduct and the consequences and he feels it! Because he is neither stupid nor unfeeling. But he, like everyone, has free will. And he chooses not to change when the opportunity presents itself. He even jokes about how quickly his feeling bad will pass and how soon everything will go back to normal, to his laziness and his selfishness. He is set in his ways and he serves as a contrast to Elizabeth’s personal journey because he embodies a version of a person she could have become and was in danger of becoming if her only goal at all times was to laugh at and judge people from the sidelines.
#pride and prejudice#I’ve always loved his character because he IS funny and he is iconic!!! and his love for Lizzy is touching!#he’s not faking it.#but he is so flawed. a man of taste a man of ability a man of judgment.#a man who could and SHOULD have set a different tone for his children and chose not to!#and they SUFFER FOR IT#their house is a divided one. and every child feels the pain of living in a house where the parents neither respect each other#nor are on the same team#there is a crack running through their house for this reason and it’s how Lydia (and Kitty) came to be so neglected!#who is going to discipline them or guide them? certainly not Mr. Bennet!#he’s so important to teach too. because the boys LOVE HIM. of course!#and are always very struck by his failures and laziness once I point it out#and yeah Darcy one of the only people who can expose him. because Darcy is putting in the work a man should be doing#Darcy’s house IS in order. his love is active and protective. he is fulfilling his role!#Mr. Bennet’s gifts are so extraordinary—the wit. the insight into human nature. honestly the capacity for wisdom#but he likes his library. he likes enjoying himself more than he likes doing his duty#as either a father or a husband#he does fail Mrs. Bennet! I have compassion for her there#anyway I love to think about this: something no version I have ever seen has ever fully explored#but man is it on the page#yeah yeah sorry for all the words. teacher off duty etc.
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* how would the others react if dev got to chance to become a pixie? (If that makes any sense, very sorry if it doesn’t)
They'd be horrified and won't know how to process the information.
In this grim timeline, CosWan would have to come to terms that their youngest son is a walking death flag, while also embracing their new grandchild as much as they had embraced Timmy. It's a whole new terrifying life to navigate, but they'll do their best to navigate it together as family.
Bitties Series: [Start] > [Previous] > [Next]
#fairly oddparents#fop#fop a new wish#fop cosmo#fop wanda#cosmo#wanda#asks#itty bitties fop au#tw implied death#dev becoming a fairy would create a shrodinger's situation#as long as dev's in fairyworld peri is both alive and dead and neither and both!! just like Cosmo and Wanda!!!#theres all sorts of emotions going on and all sorts of things could happen#but most importantly. coswan will REFUSE to break the family apart because of it#this would be a very grim but also hopeful and optimistic story#theyll never let Dev know how much pain his arrival would bring#they'd rather smother him with love and dedication to ensure that the worst case scenario never ever happens#but peri would know that his parents are agonizing and are suffering heartbreak over what he's done#purposely omitting timmy from this bcs in all honestly he might just kill a guy#haha
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Okay, but no offense, can anyone write a invincible variants x reader where it ends in poly?? Like ik I have issues, but imagine this- multiple versions of mark; the guy you grew up with and fell in live with and now you have a whole harem of marks in love with you and would do anything for you.
Like I've read invincible variants x reader have a happy ending but like, I know as a society we need more like, so what if I want to see variants of my precious pookie bbg mark in love and obsessed with me?? Whats the problem with that??
(And like what if the reader gets pregnant; like I wanna see the chaos and destruction the marks will cause just to get what the reader wants like, want the softest set of pillows in the multiverse? Consider it done and ready in a few hours (maybe not by legal means but, some bloodshed here and there, but atleast you have ur softest pillows in the multiverse) or how if the reader wants a back massage or a leg massage they'd have to end up taking turns bc of how much they'll kill to be the only one to do so. And when she gives birth? Oh you better know that that those kids are the most spoiled and precious little being in the universe. OR BETTER YET; they find a way to have the reader live as long as a viltrumite, RAHHHH THE POSSIBILITIES-
#like honestly#i don't even wanna get pregnant#SPEAK UR TRUTH#THE AMOUNT OF SHENANIGANS THAT COULD HAPPEN#THE COMEDY#THE PAIN#THE TORTURE#THE FLUFF#invincible smut#invincible fanfic#invincible series#invincible ideas#invincible mark grayson#mark grayson invincible#invincible comic#invincible variants x reader#invincible x reader#invincible
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He was a good stalker.
#gaming#s.t.a.l.k.e.r.#stalker 2#s.t.a.l.k.e.r. 2 heart of chornobyl#stalker heart of chornobyl#zalissya#my gifs#stalkeredit#i wish i could have talked to this guy about his friend#but honestly it's enough pain as it is
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One thing I rarely see people talk about in relation to having disorders / chronic illnesses is like having more mixed feelings about their conditions
Like usually, online people are so eager to say that they'd choose to live their lives without their conditions in a heartbeat, but I don't know, I've never been able to relate to that idea
Do I feel like my quality of life would've been better without my chronic illnesses and neurological disorders and constantly wish I was normal ? Of course !! But now that I've lived my life in this state / with these things going on with me, they now make up such an integral part of who I am. I also feel like they've helped me foster a community of people who feel similarly and made me so much more sympathetic towards others. Now that it's a part of my life, I almost feel like if my wish to become normal came true, I would feel so odd and wrong and it'd make me spiral sm...
...However, the severity of my conditions is an entirely different story.
#this could honestly also be because i dont like change#or because people have invalidated me on how i feel for so so long#and it'd almost feel like they were right if it all went away#but idk#autism#autistic#ocd#obsessive compulsive disorder#neurodivergent#neurodiversity#mental illness#actually mentally ill#chronic illness#chronically ill#fibromyalgia#amplified musculoskeletal pain syndrome#pots#pots syndrome#disabled#disability#chronic pain#my post#rant
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does anyone watch 1923. if you haven’t pls don’t bother. most sadistic show I’ve seen in a long time maybe ever. first season was so good and you felt there must be a point to all these atrocities…some message of hope and resilience. then second season was straight up torture porn
#in both a figurative and extremely literal sense#fuck Taylor Sheridan!!!#it’s not even my personal grievances w storylines. it’s straight up LAZY AS FUCK writing at a certain point#I mean honestly. if the point was to show that men’s nature is evil. then I fucking got that. but there’s no greater point than that.#all this suffering for what??? so spencer can live a sad lonely life defending this fuckass wasteland ranch that brings nothing but pain??#so elderly cara can take care of his child??#alexandra can play martyr and elizabeth can be forgotten and the men keep on keeping on??#banner gets a conscience but he doesn’t bother to save the women he won’t beat#the whole thing was ridiculous quite frankly. teonna said it best. it cost her everything.#a full szn of teonna on the run only for pete and her father to die at the very end and then a trial that exonerates her in 2 sec#but the trial and her freedom only comes after these horrible horrible tragedies and now she’s all alone#why wouldn’t the sheriff phone the train and say hey spencer maybe don’t get off in fucking livingston we’ll fake them out & meet in Bozeman#quite frankly if they had the sheriff on their sides the whole time why didn’t they kill Whitfield asap before he could gather an army#why wouldn’t alexandra save herself. I thought there was something really seriously disturbing about that storyline#the baby could survive AND she could too. why was it black and white. but idk there was smth off abt the debate of an unborn child vs alex#I hesitate to say it was anti abortion or anti women’s rights but there was smth…..deeply upsetting abt how alex felt she HAD to die#so much death and simply no point#1923#yellowstone#television#alexandra dutton#spencer dutton#text#mine#1923 spoilers#anti 1923#anti Yellowstone#anti taylor Sheridan#listen u can tell that sheridan hates women. you can just tell. and he’ll try to mask it by writing these v cool characters#but HIS true nature will win out in the end. and I’d like to live in a world where women survive
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One of the biggest losses to me when it comes to Vi’s (nonexistent) character arc in season 2 is that we were robbed of seeing Hailee Steinfeld get to show her skills for a big emotional scene. I was excited to see how this season would push her (especially with some of the premiere interviews). There were so many emotional lines in Act l that felt like they were building to something bigger. I was expecting something as good as or better than the Gwen scene with her dad in Across the Spiderverce. Many good lines but not a singular scene that really felt like hers.
#arcane critical#vi arcane#honestly most of the actors didn’t get to really show what they can do#just looking back at my Act l hopes cause I like pain apparently#what could have been
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Zelink Week 2024 | Day 2 | Breath of the Wild | Fading
Fading impressions of someone important to you... no I'm not crying you are.
@zelinkcommunity
#zelink week 2024#legend of zelda#breath of the wild#zelink#loz#botw#lou draws#implied but this is irch plain. a “could have been” memory#that's honestly the reason for the castle shape of the frame#and I've gotta say. LOVE how it turned out. pain to draw though. all those details... *shudders*#also I need you to note. the different directions the wind was blowing. thought I was SO clever for that#really showing she's not actually there. not anymore.
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Sometimes, I forget that there are people who find protagonists like Izuku, Tanjiro and Yuji "boring" because "they exhibit typical shonen protagonist traits" and one of them woukd be "They're nice, they're kind, they're all sunshine".
Which, okay, have your tastes, that's fine.
But when it comes to characters who are kind and/or nice, there's layers to them.
Just because a character is nice, doesn't mean they're kind and vice versa.
A character can be the most evil one in that story and still show kindness to some people somehow. A nice character may be the one to do immoral things, Yuji being an example.
The reasons for why a character is nice and/or kind varies, too.
Some are just genuinely born that one. Some may be selective as to who they show those sides, too, because of their own morality. Maybe, a character is being kind or nice to also manipulate others. Some characters may choose to be kind because who will, despite the cruelty of the world?
Also, I feel like, even with people outside of a fandom, they hear or seen a character being nice and kind, they just stop at that and don't think they're capable of being ruthless.
Like, Tanjiro canonically has a pure soul, but multiple times he has shown he is not only a menace in a fight, but he has shown to be one in casual situations. Sometimes, he's not even aware he is because he is so nice.
Izuku, he's a sweetheart, too. But even he will just shut off that "sunshine" to literally tear into you. He has been told in canon to hold back his emotions, the most prominent one being his anger. When he's angry, go apologize!
Yuji, look, let's be real... he is sunshine and rainbows, but that boy is probably the least sweetest one out of these three examples. Hold back? Yuji don't know what that is. No, no, he really don't. I kid you not, this kid doesn't. You can't even use the fight against Junpei as one because he punched Junpei UP into a window. Had Junpei not have that shikigami, he would have gotten major injuries.
My point is!
Just because a character is kind or nice or both, it doesn't mean...
A) it's the only trait they have.
B) they're not capable of not being kind or nice.
I think some see nice and kind and associate it with being "soft" in a derogatory manner.
Which, first off, there's nothing wrong with being soft.
I'll be honest, it will sound silly (go ahead and laugh actually, I encourage it), but if you asked put a character like one of the mentioned protagonists in front of me along with their villain and asked me "who I'm more scared of" I'm pointing at the protagonist.
Listen to me. Don't let that cuteness fool you.
With a villain, I am well aware of that villain being evil and will hurt me no matter what I do.
With someone like Yuji or Tanjiro or Izuku, they look nice, they look kind but it's like you have to be careful to not to trigger them in a way to set them off. You're caught off guard but those sweet faces and then next thing you know, BOOM! You got knocked out.
If anything, as much as people like to clown on these characters, they're only just following the footsteps of the ones before them.
Just like those legends, they started from the bottom and grew stronger over time and even with being a chill person or don't want to do evil, that doesn't exempt them from being not "a sweetheart".
I said it before, but a sunshine character to me is a character who is warm but lethal, like sunlight.
#shoot if anything i say some of these protags are a little crazier than the last ones...#like I'm sorry but they do things that I'm like 'OKAY WHAT THE FUCK?'#tanjiro out here headbutting the shit of people and taking sickles through.#THAT WAS PAINFUL TO LOOK AT#izuku could have killed katsuki in that first fight or just injured him badly#his fights... he knows to hold back because of his body AND honestly because of others#like when you think about izuku did have the capability to off someone#murder just don't be on his mind#yuji... listen he can throw cars and will do it enough said#he knocked out bullies like they were curses at like 13-14 years old and looked at the last guy with a glare so chilling...#it's like watching season 0 yugi all over#cute but then boom oh i could gravely injure you ha ha#just kiya's thoughts#bnha#mha#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#kny#kimetsu no yaiba#demon slayer#midoriya izuku#izuku midoriya#deku#itadori yuji#yuji itadori#tanjiro kamado#kamado tanjiro
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Hi! Your Hollow Knight AU has really cheered me up so I wanted to do a little drawing for it! This got me to get my art tablet out after months of not feeling like it so thank you for the inspiration! I hope the colors look good on any monitor that's not mine sdfsdf
Bugs In the Jingshi wyd?
I am so genuinely awestruck at how well you translated this AU to the hollow knight style! Also obsessed with the height difference.
#mdzs au#hollow knight#lan wangji#wei wuxian#fanart#Thank you so much for this B'*)#This is *so* incredible!! I feel incredibly honoured to have inspired something so beautiful!#I showed this asap to my friend who's been letting me observe their hollow knight playthrough and oh man oh man. The hype was real.#The colours have the Hollow Knight gloomy swag and the way that this looks like it could be an area in the game is soooooo good.#Thinking about the bug sounds they would make.....Peace and love on earth could be achieved with lwj hollowspeak....#I hope you keep finding fun things to draw!! Your art has continuously brought a lot of joy!#I very much understand the pain and struggle of having a craft you just...cant seem to get your heart back into.#Sending you so much love and energy and artistic inspiration!!!!#(lwj has the wrong eye shape b/c I was too focused on getting the silly angle for dramatic perspective. whoops)#I have honestly loved doing this AU and I'm fiercely happy that its been resonating with people (as it makes me want to do more hehe)
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"I Hold Death's Hand in Mine" was always about Nicky.
Agatha always tried to stop him from holding Death's hand — Rio's — and when she couldn't, Nicky gave his hand to his mommy, as it was always meant to be from the beginning.
Agatha only delayed the inevitable and brought more pain to herself, and Rio knew this would happen, but still, she gave him more time.
#i am not well#I'll write something because I don't accept this ending#I COULD HAVE SO MANY BETTER IDEAS#i really wanted to see agathario and nicky moments in Salem Era#pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain#agatha all along#agatha harkness#rio vidal#rio agatha all along#agathario#nicholas scratch#agatha x rio#rio x agatha#agatha harkness x rio vidal#rio vidal x agatha harkness#vidarkness#I honestly prefer the fanfics versions
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Once in a while I see a comment from someone being like Wow it must be so hard for felix and chan to do aegyo being that they are australian men! You people understand nothing of australian men and their foolhardy attention seeking nature
#i saw my uncle at the shop 8am the other day and he randomly did the dimple poke thing and hes a 65 yr old man#and it was honestly really fun bc he will never know about kpop or that hes inexplicably doing mad aegyo#but also like. think of hugh jackman or steve irwin. idk i think (i know ones been dead for going 20 yrs shh hes important) they could#easily pull a heart cheek out and it wouldnt be shocking#this isnt me defending australian men btw i just think ppl arent understanding the general level of overt clowness avg men here have#Lily nmixx though? genuinely think she could snap and maul someone one day#she hasnt even done a cute ending fairy this whole comeback shes way more icked out by this stuff#which is funny bc shes naturally cute but still...#the pain in her eyes at aegyo or being asked to do a john legend song is tenfold anything felix or chrid have ever shown
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Favourite rarepair(s)?
Hello anon! Thank you for this question because it made me have to go through all my memories to remember which ones I crackshipped for fun and which ones have something for me to rarepair enough and mention it. Haven't gotten to know much characters or versions of Transformers BUT HEY!
AND SO! PRESENTING RAREPAIRS
(Or what I think are rarepairs because I haven't seen much of them- If you see them, tell me :D)
Jazz, Blaster, and Soundwave (TF G1)
Jazz and Soundwave (TF G1)
Jazz and Blaster (TF G1)
Can you tell I like jazz-
Wheeljack and Ultra Magnus (TFP)
Starscream and Ratchet (TFP; Mainly crackship)
Swerve and Ultra Magnus (IDW)
Fortress Maximus and Prowl (IDW; Mainly crackship specifically in the Luna 1 arc)
Red Alert and Fortress Maximus (IDW; They're cute!)
Skids and Swerve (IDW; This one I could see as either platonic, romantic, or qpr!)
Chromia and Ironhide (IDW; I know they're a thing in G1, but I need to see more of them in IDW listen- hear me out-)
Windblade, Starscream, and Bumblebee (IDW; They could fix each other [can they?])
Elita-1 and Shockwave (TF One; Mainly crackship)
Elita-1 and Airachnid (TF One)
Jawbreaker and Aftermath (TF ES; Mainly crackship for fun, I just like seeing them together as friends but it could work as a ship probably idk man AHAHA)
Breakdown and Bumblebee (TF ES; Now I know this isnt a rarepair, but im putting it here because I barely see them aside from that one artist I see a lot! Mad props)
And my favourites (silly)
Prowl and a good vacation to an escape room !
Optimus and leaving the matrix to rest !
Rodimus and meteor surfing !
Ultra Magnus and a proper schedule followed !
Ratchet and a break (with a wrench) !
Wheeljack and his own bomber area !
#cdivanswers#transformers#maccadam#maccadams#tf g1#tf prime#tf one#tf idw#tf mtmte#tf ll#tf earthspark#lots of these are silly#theres probably more i liked as rarepairs but honestly you could put any character together and if you talk to me long enough#i could ship it#from sillies#to doomed#to painful#to just straight up “theres no way theyre getting fixed”#in a doomed narrative dramatic irony type of way#have at thee
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Meneldir slips away. He is gone.
so. I finally remade this old thing in all the heart-wrenching detail it deserves. I'm sorry, in my defense- I actually don't have a defense.
#so uh. hm. well this is the thing I said you guys were gonna be mad at me about last night :)#I WAS HAVING FEELINGS OK#I WAS HAVING A LOT OF FEELINGS SO YOU ALL GET TO SUFFER WITH ME#the first version of this drawing was bad enough but then I was like 'what if I fully colored it?'#'and actually drew Tossdir's face so you could see all the Pain?'#and well. this is what happened. I'm not sorry I'm emotionally distraught and I need to inflict that on others#tw blood#character death#lotro#before the spoilers#lotro spoilers#lotro oc#Tossdir#Meneldir#I honestly feel like I owe Tossdir an apology after this
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general info dump/link list for people just learning about rui!
rui has studied/competed in traditional dance for his whole life since childhood. his sister is also a dancer & influencer on insta (iamriva123) and they used to post kpop dance videos together.
rui was also on boys planet, but was eliminated during the 3rd round of eliminations at 23rd place. i wanted to compile some of the more fun videos from his time on boys planet to help everyone get to know him~~
boys planet audition: iconic traditional dance~
star level test: see rui STUN 90+ trainees and the mentors with his traditional dance skills
behind of the star level test: rui and other trainees go up on stage to dance to the girl's planet 999 song
hidden box video: (these were part of promo before boys planet aired) basically rui and his bestie zhang hao reaching into a mystery box and being incredibly endearing (vol warning for headphone users)
dance battle: see rui spin like a top and do cartwheels around the entire stage, also featuring the iconc line "YOU'RE A BIRD!" from haruto
kill this love practice: rui memorizing a choreo by just laying around and stretching while watching the video
more kill this love practice: rui and zhang hao comfort fellow trainee min who's having a rough time
behind the scenes in boys planet dorm: see rui with 3/9 of zb1, and also the other global trainees (including wumuti!) teasing him for stretching all the time
dorm vlog: rui shows off his flexibility once again, answering the burning question of how he stretches in the shower
butterfly practice: somewhat painful to watch, but rui is a very comforting presence to junseo who's going through it this episode, and the whole group has great dynamics
lip reading game with over me team: some rly cute rui moments as he starts the game and gets exasperated with the word they got
more game day fun: no subs unfortunately, but basically over me team has to try to put pants on without using their hands. zhang hao and rui get very creative.....with their mouths
over me 1.5x speed: just super fun, and rui has to literally drag zhang hao up off the ground toward the end
over me win: iconic for how much of an underdog group they were, and rui is extremely emotional
over me on mcountdown behind: just a lovely video, they're all excited to be on a Real music show... if the vibes seem kinda off it's bc rui was technically already eliminated at this point, but it hadn't aired yet and fans didn't know :((
reaction to zhang hao getting 1st on boys planet: couldn't find a good fancam of this, but rui literally collapses into sobs when it's announced that hao placed 1st, and it's only when he sees rui on the big screen that it really sinks in for hao that he won T T
#hope this is helpful for ppl#i don't actually recommend watching boys planet if you're JUST interested in rui bc he was given DUST esp at the end#and his elimination was actually painful for me given how poor his edit was at that point#but there's lots of fun behind clips and background about his friendship with zhang hao that's good to know#honestly i could do a separate post about him and zhang hao bc they make me cry#rui#xlov#chen kuanjui#chen kuan jui
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